there is a deafening scream
that awakens the heart to everything
the earth quakes with rage beneath my feet
life beats a thousand times a minute
but to onlookers the outside of me
is of porcelain perfection
no blinks to be had
make-up beautifully intricate, flawless
my smile precise and stained so lovely
my outfit boldly fashionable
a cause for envy
compliments flow like a strong river
but never quench the thirst
the inside remains parched
searching for sustenance
desperate and shaken
yet tough and still
perfect to the eye
my porcelain style
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